Not giving up, just giving in.

Something inside wanted to engage me,
Wanted to Enrage me
Throw peace aside.
Dancing ferries, being merry
Feels like ants crawling out from inside.

So why leave the light, to seek out the fight
To break past wounds healed
Because under the light, things didn't heal right
Something got left inside

Every healer knows
Whats left festers and grows
And as that monster grows
It rattles it's cage
So I gave up the light and stepped into that night
Not bothering to say goodbye

So give up your happiness and give in to rage.
Tiny frame of bones your just a broken cage.
The monster was let loose it howls to the moon
I don't expect peace too soon

The dirty boy in my bed.

You seemed like a scared little boy
Running from the monsters under your bed
I fooled myself saying you're to young for my bed

But I was really missing with my own head
I said to myself I'm just lonely
And you have no where to go.

So I gave you two pills to fight the monster
And a warm place to go
I brought you to my borrowed bed

Only innocent intentions
So lay down your head and rest your weary eyes
While I tell my self some well worn tired lies

How I was mistaken I truly felt something for you
So I buried it among the lost and forsaken
With the others that never grew
How could I be so foolish to think the monsters were only chasing you

isn't that how it goes... we leave strange small towns, with strange bugs in our bellies, saying there is not enough weird around here to eat. So we leave to find more kooky... and then we turn into strange creatures far from home... that lived inside us the whole time .

mmmmm

Your lips on my neck
As a purr slips down my throat
Over my breasts
Around the curve of my belly
And straight between my legs

Your sweet breath tickles my ear
And my skin rises in thousand of points
Craving to meet your body
Goose flesh

In your eyes I see I
Hoping that you
See you in I

My heart drums in my chest
Shaking my ribs that ring like a xylophone
My clavicle becoming a triangle
Setting my hands in motion
Eager to my bodies symphony

My body is rocking
A boat a float on mares tails
Your hands brush my thighs
And this little boat is starting to
Pitch, moan and groan

Shambles for the gambles I take for freedom.

Alone tranquility continues until unwanted loneliness sets in
The laughter from the kitchen fills me with bitterness
Why is there no seat for me, how does my laughter not fit in.
Is it braying or to silent?
Moving on everyday with the notion that each day is somthing new
Is buried I understand the words impose and burden
Though I am only wishing for intergration
Sleeping in the pines to ease a lonely mind
Seems more and more welcoming
Only temporary, life in shambles for the gambles
I take for freedom.

The mythical significance of the past eludes me.
A fortune cookie tells me to see what I have in my hand.
The sun is shining, but I shun it's warmth as I think of yesterdays rain.
Why spend today crying about yesterdays rain when the sun is shining today?

Old ghost (a group effort)

A harmless silhouette

Passes at the back door,

Explaining in whispers

How they've been here before.

Return of the ancients,

Bells of resting chime

Frozen forever in moments of time.

Rippling effect of ascended dive.

Calling them back on a memories whim,

A vacant mind welcomes them in.

Hush now my darling everyone dies,

Free lonsome spirit from where your body lies.